For the previous two days, I mulled over and researched
scripture on which to write this morning. You'd think I'd learn after a while but
no! It was a lesson I saw many Believers in need of reading for encouragement, including
myself, but it was not the result of the holy tap on my shoulder. I've spent
the last two hours at my computer trying to put it together. God won't let me.
Silly woman! I start each morning by asking God to use my hands to write what
He would have me do, yet I still tried to put out something of my own
doing. It was godly stuff, backed up with Scripture, sound theology…just not
ordained by God for me to write today.
I share this with you to say we need be aware of what it is
God gives each of us to do rather than push through with what we want to do. My intent
was good, share a timely word with others that God showed me. The issue at hand
is that it was in my timing, not God's.
For clarification's sake let me say, I could have literally
written the lesson, posted it to the blog and gone about my merry way. I have a
lot of work to do this morning, many hours ahead of me sitting at this
computer, so getting the blog out quickly and smoothly is a benefit to my time
working. But at what cost? Would it be disobedience to do it anyway? If
obedience delayed is still disobedience, what is it when we jump ahead of God's
timing? Aside from unwise and unproductive, as evidenced by my morning. It was,
however, productive in that I did a lot of Bible reading. Perhaps that is all God
wanted me to do today.
People tend to run in circles when they get out of cadence
with the Lord and His timing. God has shown me repeatedly over the years that
my execution of the task He gave me to do is not always lining up with His
intent. I wish I was a talented enough writer to describe and explain the
feeling, knowledge or what ever it should be called that I get when I know and
say God isn't going to let me write and/or send out something He has not
ordained. It's a Spiritual thing, He doesn't literally bind my hands, but there
is no doubt in my spirit that I am out of whack and I should stop it!
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