I’ve noticed, lately, the usual settings on my computer have
odd changes. One or two here, another one over there…nothing major or glaring
but each one making a difference in how I am able to work on the computer. For
instance, this morning’s oddity was that when opening a document to write this on,
the page was about 4”s wide rather than the normal size page. No big deal but,
why? Once I made the page the normal, the size of the font was set at
114%...makes it easier to read as I work but I never set the font there, so again
I asked myself, why? The auto-spell check option is a reoccurring change, now
that one does bother me. I use it all the time. I think faster than my fingers
can type and I need to make sure I catch the odd misspelled word. Why I find it
turned off now, when it was previously on all the time, I do not know. I have
to reset the options before starting to work and I never had to do that before.
If I did not know better, I would think the computer gremlins were dancing
about on my keyboard making changes in the night.
This irritating issue has me perplexed but it is, after all,
merely a perplexing issue in my work life. I am at the keyboard early every
morning and most of the day. It seems as if my life is spent here but it is
nothing in the big picture of life. It did occur to me that it is a parallel to
what can happen in our spiritual life. We wake up one day to realize we have a
glitch in our spiritual world, nothing big, more an irritation than major sin
but it is there, and it has an affect on our daily life.
Let’s take frustration as an example, not I have any
personal experience with this one…oh, give me a break, I’ve already asked for
forgiveness for taking “artistic license” in representing myself in this
sentence! **wink**.
Frustration, as I have dealt with it, is usually the result
of a number of little issues joining hands to create a tidal wave where, on their
own, would have been a ripple. You can brush off an irritating issue here,
ignore another one over here but when they band together, you can end up with a
full-blown case of frustration where your ‘spiritual fruit’ is squeezed to the
point of rendering a ‘fruit’ juice mess. It is amazing how often we allow
ourselves to wade around in the fruit juice mess feeling complete
justification. Before you know it, you’re up to your knees in fruit juice
because, after all, it isn’t your fault, – you have no choice, the situation is
the reason you are squeezing fruit all over the place. As the day wears on, you’re
worn down and it seems as if life, itself, is out to get you! Every stinking little
thing gets on your nerves and you’re snapping at people for breathing. You are
swept away by the tidal wave of spiritual fruit juice and you realize you are
swimming with the pits.
"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace,
patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against
such things there is no law." (Gal. 5:22,23).
When one is up to one’s neck in swirling bruised ‘spiritual
fruit’ juice, it is difficult to remember we are to bear the fruit, not swim in
the juice.
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